Adrian Nathan West

The Asian Woman

at-lapin-agile-harlequin-with-glassBy Adrian Nathan West.

In Philadelphia, on New Year’s Day, it is customary for working class men, who have received money to this end from the city government, to dress themselves in women’s clothes or as harlequins and march or ride floats down Broad Street while making noises that are reciprocated by the throngs of people on the sidewalk. It is therefore necessary, if you want a bit of peace and quiet, to go to places you do not usually frequent; and this is what I did on the first day of 2009, walking fifteen or so blocks from my apartment to a Starbucks on Ninth and South streets, thinking there to read a book I had bought myself for Christmas, La mauvaise conscience, by Vladimir Jankélévitch, in the Spanish translation, and to make notes on that book for an anthology of ideas on ethical philosophy that I had been compiling at home to no foreseeable purpose, and also to think back over the course of the preceding year with its many disappointments. I ordered a hot chocolate at the register and took a place at the counter beside an Asian woman in her forties who was wearing a burgundy down coat with a fur-lined hood and a pair of what seemed to me very fashionable boots, with squared toes and a zipper running up their back side. I laid my books, journals, and pens before me.